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Trapped
Verse
Open up my eyes to another dreary day,
Climbing out of bed and my mind is fully gray,
Throwing on some clothes and preparing for the worst,
Anxiety, depression is pulling like a curse,
Walking down the road, step into the street,
Flashes of anger, humility, defeat,
Nothing makes it go away nothing makes it better
Maybe I'll just kill myself and live in pain forever
Chorus
I'm so trapped in here,
My mouth's open wide,
Screams are all I hear,
They will never die
Verse
Anxiety is killing me and I can't breath,
Can't sit still and I'm sweating profusely,
I wanna scream until my lungs collapse,
Try to stay calm and let it all elapse,
It never goes away, it always comes back,
Now the light is gone and everything is black,
Anger has won I am consumed,
Maybe I'll just kill myself to get out of this room
Chorus
I'm so trapped in here,
My mouth's open wide,
Screams are all I hear,
They will never die
Outro
They will never die,
They will never die,
They will never they will never ever die,
They will never they will never ever die,
They will never they will never ever die,
They will never they will never ever die
Bleed My Pain
Verse
Look into my eyes,
See the darkest grey,
On top of all the cries,
My edges are all frayed,
Running from the pain,
Feeling no more fear,
Tensing just to strain,
No one else can hear,
Tainted by my pride,
More then what is seen,
Thinking I have died,
Never so lucky
Chorus
Bleed my pain,
For all to see,
Cut the vain,
Just to end me
Verse
On top of all this hate,
Tensing just to feel,
The tension is too great,
The anguish is my meal,
Clawing at the wall,
That holds me back from sight,
Trying not to fall,
A never ending blight,
Waiting in my mind,
For this to be done,
Endless waste of time,
No where I can run
Chorus
Chorus
Toast Of A Fallen Soldier
Verse
This is for the men who serve,
Never back down or lose their nerve,
Fighting for what they believe,
Duty, honor and their country,
They will never leave a man,
Even if its in gods hands,
With the bullets coming down,
They will find a way out,
Pre-Chorus
Some are born to learn and teach,
Others are born to the weak,
Some are born to laugh and cry,
Other are born to fight and die
Chorus
Raise your glasses - here with me,
Toast a fallen - soldier he,
Died for freedom - slam it down,
Lets go buy a - nother round
Verse
Jimmy was a selfless man,
Only to be taken form this land,
He left home and never came back,
His bags were never unpacked,
His mother was oh so proud,
Now you hear her cry out loud,
Jimmy Jimmy why'd you die,
As the tears fall from her eyes
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Chorus
Bringing Back The Dead For Us To Love
Verse
Taken so young,
Before your time,
So many days,
We all cry,
Days go by,
The pain subsides,
Never forgotten,
Begging why
Chorus
I would slit my throat,
Just for one more day,
I would give it all up,
I would throw it away,
Just for one more chance,
One more moment in time,
I would do anything,
I would even die
Verse
Never forget,
All these memories,
That we have had,
And the things we've seen,
All these tears
Shed for you,
Never forget,
Through and through
Chorus
Bridge
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t even live,
You were taken before your time, so much more to give,
Chorus
Confidence VS. Arrogance
Verse
I – Am Claimed – To- be the arr-o-gant one, but get in my face for fun, and no one understands the po-si,-tion that this has put me in,
I – Try to - Bite back all the anger rage, and lock it all inside a cage,
But that only works for so long, and then I push back and I’m wrong
Chorus
In this world some people hate you,
For having confidence,
In their eyes which one is going to win,
In the battle vs. arrogance
Verse
I – Am Not- The man that you all once knew, And there are things it I’ve been through, I don’t want to talk about the, Things that make me scream and shout
I – Hold Back- And people think I should not stifle, but I want to load the rifle, please stay out of what’s not yours, cause I am starting to get coarse
Chorus
Bridge
I am way to aggressive,
In all the things that I have said,
Hold back I will not one more day,
Why can’t you just go away
Chorus
Asylum
Verse
Sitting in my darkened hall,
Door is to my back,
Locked up tighter then a noose,
Hanging around my neck,
Creeping down the foyer,
I hear all of the screams,
Like a human being being,
Opened at the seams,
The flicker of the lights,
Blood flung upon the wall,
Like someone was tortured here,
And drug them down the hall
Chorus
THIS IS MY ASYLUM – this is where I’ve been
THIS IS MY ASYLUM – I don’t have a friend
THIS IS MY ASYLUM – no one here to help
THIS IS MY ASYLUM – this is my own hell
Verse
Looking through a mangled door,
I see a padded room,
And someone in a straight jacket,
Their ever impending doom,
Staring at a faded light bulb,
One thousand yard stare,
Getting madder every second,
And no one seems to care,
Look into another door,
That one’s vacant though,
But then a person tries to put,
His fist through the window
Chorus
The Past Is Just That … History
Verse
You walked away,
I let you leave,
I can't afford,
All of your greed,
You made your bed,
You chose your path,
Deceit's what you bleed,
Destroyed by your wrath
Chorus
I cant take all this pain,
I cant breath lungs constrained,
Mem-o-ries hunting me,
Leave it be history
Verse
I am not proud,
Of some of the things,
That I have done,
The torment it brings,
I hate the dark,
I hate the pain,
I hate the breath,
Screaming my name
Chorus
No More
Verse
Just shut your mouth,
I don’t want to hear another lie,
Light fades to black,
Don’t want to give another try,
Lost hope in you,
I walked away and left you there,
Your mind is warped,
As you sit there with your blank stare
Chorus- X 2
And you – don’t seem to understand,
Why everyone else wins when you lose you never had the chance to choose,
And you – seem to runaway,
From every chance you had to make it work and now you sit and stay
Verse
Now sit,
And you make fun of me when I’m not there,
This must be hell,
For you to fake like you truly cared,
I say no more,
I won’t deal with all your lies again,
I’m gone for good,
And we will never ever be friends,
Chorus - X 2
Bridge
Not sit, Shut, Shut, Shut, Shut, Shut, Shut, Shut, Just shut your mouth
Chorus - X 2
Soldier / Civilian
Verse:
I lock and load the shotgun - and place it by my bed,
I cant seem to fall asleep cant seem to lay my head,
I got my forty-five - on my right leg,
My head is so messed up right now I might just start to beg
Chorus:
Walk inside my house
Id be over joyed
I am ready for you
Maybe I am paranoid
Verse:
Doing everything - to keep myself set,
Did I just see something that could possibly be threat,
Heighten sense of alert - kicked into over drive,
All the learning and the training all comes back in stride
Chorus:
Bridge:
You push - You shove - But we - Push back
Chorus:
HEED
Chorus
HEED MY – word of advice
DON’T GO – rolling the dice
HEED FOR – all the things
Watch all your warnings
Verse
Advice,
To you,
Ignore,
You do,
Words fall,
Deaf ears,
You shed,
More tears,
Why don’t,
You learn,
Without scars,
That you have earned
Chorus
HEED MY – word of advice
DON’T GO – rolling the dice
HEED FOR – all the things
Watch all your warnings
Verse
You don't,
Listen,
You fall,
Submissive,
I've been,
In your shoes,
You'll do,
What you choose,
Dont learn,
Go back,
One more,
Attack
Chorus
Bridge
All right thats it are you happy i've snapped,
Now i will bite like a dog that is trapped,
I talk and talk and no one will listen,
Is it all words or a life you are missing
Chorus
Chorus
Familiar Feelings
Verse
I can’t fall sleep,
Without taking these pills,
Day light fades to dark with those familiar chills,
Sitting in my room,
When will this torment end,
My hands begin to shake I dig my nails in
Verse
The sweat begins to drip,
My heart begins to race,
Take another pill and make it all go away
Chorus
The night is scaring me,
Something is killing me,
I can’t fall asleep,
Someone please help me
Verse
That doesn’t seem to work,
I’m tired angry and afraid,
The anxiety is slowly killing me
Chorus
Bridge
I place the blade beside my skin, I push it further dig it in,
I feel it pierce into the vain, The blood drips out as it starts to stain
Verse
I chamber a round inside,
The shotgun besides my bed,
I grasp it in my hands as I lay my head,
I start to clench my eyes,
My dreams I start to reap,
The pills are kicking in as I fall asleep
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